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Developments

Fri Apr 24, 2009, 3:46 AM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Sound of tv in background
Things have been going well for me and Jan :) Best of it all was my two week trip back home. My parents' house didn't change at all, and Riyadh has actually become even more majestic. I got to know my sister's son too. He was only three months old when I moved and now he's grown into an active and happy three year old.

As for school, I passed the national swedish b exam and am finally eligible to continue the studies that I had to put off! :) Just hope I get lucky enough to get accepted as I've heard that zillions of people are applying now due to the financial crisis.

Jan has been working on the house non stop and things are looking good :) The bottom floor will be ready for my parents in time for the summer. They're be spending 6 weeks with us :D Hurra!

Life as an artist

Sat Sep 27, 2008, 9:42 AM
  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: Sound of tv in background
Typical girl> Damn, I broke a nail!
Artist> Damn! My pencil broke :`(

Try Something New

Thu Sep 4, 2008, 4:20 PM
  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: Sound of tv in background
I've been reading this American reader's digest and there was this article about learning new things after the age of 30.. Well, I'm 30.
Perhaps I should go American style and take the advice. I do feel bored with everything and feel like a change is needed. I tried study circles.. boring. Cycling.. not boring but I started missing having well-groomed hair and arriving like a human rather than a stick, sweaty tomato because it takes an hour of cycling to get anywhere if I want to leave the house. Cooking.. I still do it but more than two to three times a week is too much. Drawing.. if I have time to draw it probably means I'm not studying enough, so I haven't been allowing myself to draw or paint.. and I'm tired of doing things that involve a lot of sitting really. Shopping.. How much can a person shop before they realize they can't spend anymore :P Reading.. I've been doing a lot of that actually and it's really enjoyable specially when I'm waiting for or riding the bus.
I need a fucking life. It can't only be about studying, so I'm compiling a list of new things to try out. Sadly it won't involve my husband because he's even more busy than I am, and he probably wants to have some quiet computer time when he's free anyway.

1. Hiking - Big no no cus I will never answer to nature call out in the open lol and I don't want to have a muscular body, but still worth a try because walking never gets boring.

2. Rock Climbing - Same issue as the previous one plus it might be dangerous since I'm really clumsy. Just that.. I'm curious.

3.Horseback Riding - I love horses, but I hate ticks lol. There is a riding club right beside my house though and it might be nice to take advantage of that.. and.. get.. closer to .. horse poop lol.

4. Play the piano - I've always wanted to learn how to play the piano.. although I have short fingers.. but it can also be any other instrument!

5. Running - I've been giving it a lot of thought actually, because of an interesting person I've met when my husband and I bought my parents' new kitchen. She said she loved running, and specially when it rained.

6. Play tennis - There are tennis courts next to my house as well. Although it's been over 12 years since I learned how to play it. Could be fun -if- I actually have someone to play with.

7. Drawing Trips - It's not really a new thing but it's extremely fun if accompanied by the right group of people. I should TRY finding new passionate members for the illustration circle.

8. Take dance classes - .... ... aha hahahahaha! Really long shot :P

9. Get a pet - Out of the question. We already have three pets anyway. Two outdoor cats and one LARGE red wooden house that requires cleaning on a daily basis.

10. Travel - It's too expensive and Jan doesn't have the time.. but I think it would be a lot of fun to travel by car if we ever get the chance.
Actually, Jan came up with an amazing idea.. We just get into random trains a couple of times regardless where they are going, and then discover the place we end up in.. maybe stay for a night if it's nice. Might actually end up in Denmark :D

I'll think of more things later. My brain is crashing for some reason.
P.S. I fucked up on the Näthandel test today. My brain got everything upside down.

Things I'm Addicted To

Sat Jul 5, 2008, 1:01 PM
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: mina favoriter
Some new and some old. There is never a new me but no matter what all people need new stuff to keep them going!

1. Cycling.. It's actually something I've always been obsessed with but never got to do (cus I livid in bloody Saudi Arabia for 25 years).. and now I get to do it whenever I want and have built up the fitness to do it as long as I want as well :) <3

2. Red prince apples lol :P They are so good I'm dropping granny smith off the yummy food list for them!

3. Solitaire. Gets me sleepy when it's time to go to bed at night lol

4. House plants.. Not only do they look amazing but they also improve the freshness of air in the house. That's good actually considering my dark past of plant killing.

5. Fika .. which is basically taking a cold or hot drink together with something sweet, or without, wherever and with whoever (even your imaginary friends!)

6. DevART, always! Not the forums though because I am seriously tired of anything negative right now and forums are the nesting grounds of negativity.

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En sång jag älskar

Wed Jun 18, 2008, 6:30 PM
  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: mina favoriter
Under ytan
Finns stora och små
Under ytan
Finns det skratt och gråt
Det finns mycket där som händer
Som vi inte kan förstå
Men vi hittar alltid svaren
Där i botten av oss själva
Under ytan

Jag vet, jag vet, jag vet att du finns där
Jag vet, jag vet, jag vet att du finns där
Jag vet, jag vet, jag vet att du finns där
Jag vet, jag vet, jag vet

Det skrattas och det skålas
Men slutar snart i kaos
Någon sparkar och slår en stackare där
Som är helt utan chans
Jag ser att ingen verkar bry sig
Och inte heller jag
Rädslan är för stor och stark
För att göra något alls

Under ytan
Skäms jag för mig själv
Under ytan
Bränner bilden mig

Jag vet, jag vet, jag vet att du finns där
Jag vet, jag vet, jag vet att du finns där
Jag vet, jag vet, jag vet att du finns där
Jag vet, jag vet, jag vet

Jag tänker på det ofta
Om det varit min egen bror
Då hade också jag förvandlats
Till ett monster utan ord
När jag ser all den ondska
Som vi människor slä;ppt lös
Det meningslösa lidandet
Då har jag svårt att förstå
Att alla har vi varit barn
Och hjälplösa nån gång
Älskat utan gränser
Älskat utan tvång

Under ytan
Är vi alla små
Under ytan
Kan en god själ förgås

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